Every time that you consider even for a second give up on the things you want, read this. Read this.
Things might be hard but it'll be worth it. You will feel free and happy as you have never done before and you'll be glad that you didn't give up. You're capacle of everything and anything and you need to have faith. Faith on yourself. You know why? Because you deserve it more than anyone else. You are strong, a warrior. You fight everyday against the odds, against the voices in your head, agaisnt these stupid people aroung you. You're so much better than them, you don't need them, You just need yourself, because you're a wonderful person with so many qualities, you are always able to think and find a resonable solution and understand plenty much of stuff and accept it and then change it. You are not alone, no, but if you feel like it, remeber:it doesn't matter anyways. You are the only person that you can count on all the time. You are the only person that knows what you have been through, of how hard is to be yourself, how hard is to keep going ahead. You know how goos you are, you know that! You know how talented and how great you are, you know how much you try. You know you can be better, yu can do better. You dpn't feel up to? Yeah, okay, we all have days like that, but it's on these days thart you gotta get up and do it. life won't stop because you want it, but you have got the power to change the world. whatever wrold you want, seriously! You're amazing, a good writer, intelligent, a good friend, great on school, realistic, insipiring, polite, reasonable, big heart, compassionate, a great organizator and natural leader, good jugdment and common sense, brave, strong. You change everyone's lives as you know them. You're beautiful and wary and good with words and comprehensive. It's gonna be alright, just put yourself on it and try hard, as much as you can.