I keep trying to get my mind clear and think about you properly - but I can't. It all gets confused. I love your smile, i love you. I'm in love with you and you're my peace and my safety and my heart. You annoy me because you don't give me enough attention, you don't look at me, you aren't that romantic and you don't do everything you can to spend time with me as I do. It's the way you're and slowly I'm getting used to it but don't complain if my mood suddenly changes. I'm so comprehensive and i'm trying. I want to do my best to be with you. I can't not think about the future and you there. How will we do? When I move? When I spend a month in brazil? i can't handle that. Think about not being with you. I don't wanna create a illusion: will we be together? Maybe no. A great possibility would be no but... Well, you had totally surprised me since I met you. I believe we can do this. Please. Try. I want you. For a long time. I don't wanna worry about future now, but enjoy my present with you.