It's ridiculous because I want someone to care. To hold me and say that everything is gonna be alright, even this seeming useless. Someone that will kiss my tears and talk about the universe, not worrying about how idiot and poetical this would be. Someone that would understand all my lines and don't mind about the crazy feelings or insecurities. That I can talk with just a look and smile without moving my lips. That be here always as possible, that may change for me too. That would hear me talking about how unfair is all of this, of the soul, of the afterlife. Know my strings and how to play it. To teach me to be not so sentimental but also see the good side of being it. To smoke one cigar but take it off of my hands when it's necessary. Share books, enjoy musics, discuss about musics. Someone that can be deep, actually, that want to be but someone that don't down me.